1:30 xx meet xx

i know i've been extra emo.

and angsty. lately.

but whatever. that's just how i feel.

so this is what i listen to at 1:30 am.

when i cant sleep.

because i slept 18 hours last night.

another whatever.

eurotrash meet the foals.

akon meet gothenberg.

16:14

all of a sudden.

it's like everything's caving in.

and i know the minutes are counting down.

and it's time.

the wheels are in motion.

but it's not me who's.

driving it.

this is a really horribly stereotypical analogy.

but i just came to this realization.

and i feel like i can't breathe.

things are just going wrong.

and i've made all these choices.

and signs are pointing me in all these different directions.

and nothing is clear.

and i dont know which is the right way.

sometimes i feel like i'm just wasting me time.

sometimes i feel like i'm living out my youth.

but either way i just feel awful.

18:16 ça ne fait rien.

i wish i could speak french.

10:12 PW renaissance.

I love falling back in love.

with my favorites.

This week it's Patrick Wolf.

sexually ambiguous. Dashing.

Voice that makes me weak at the knees.

And that violin.

Oh that violin.

00:51 it's been a while.

since i've been home.

on a friday night.

i forgot.

how much.

i like being alone.

this is the soundtrack.

to my night.





hiphiphooray for new patrick wolf.

12:29 gothenberg.

it's funny how.

nostalgia can just hit you.

completely out of nowhere.

you come back to the place.

where things were so simple.

and all you knew.

is that this was it.

this was that perfect thing.

and it was so tangible. and it was so beautiful.

and before you know it.

you're asking yourself again.

how did i let it get like this.

music from gothenberg takes me to that place.

i guess it makes sense why.

11:26 halloumi.

back in my days of vegetarianism.

halloumi was a dear friend of mine.

chewy. meaty. and delicious.

especially delightful when grilled.

all this from just a simple greek cheese.

let's have a reunion real soon.