i watched youtube videos for 3 hours.
i'm a hermit again.
i just want to be alone.
i love daul kim, and i miss you.
so tortured. so pretty. so honest.
twisted dark soul kindred spirit.
i got you.
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
21:34 i want to be raver club kid.
i dont really live in the future anymore.
but i like this blog's name. so i'm just going to keep it.
im back. back. back. america.
anyways.
ive been doing some stuff but in general. i have had some time.
thinking about things and people i havent remembered lately.
i knew this woman. i think shes like early 30s.
who was super smart. like in crazy mathematical way.
but underneath she was a little freaky. i just knew.
its hard to explain but i just knew it.
one day. she tells us she used to be freaky.
she shows us these pictures of how she used to be crazy raver clubkid.
like tunnel. like rupaul era.
and then i watched this move party monster. its crazy raver clubkids dressed like drag queens on crack. eating a lot of ecstasy at the tunnel. listening to dj hixxy hardcore trance.
it looks so good. so decadent. so stupid. so ugly. and so amazing.
i want to live in year 1998 and rave.
i mean i was 12 at the time, so i could have done it if i wanted to.
but i was such a cliche at the time.
i still am.
but oh well.
so this week i listen to 90s hardcore trance.
i know people don't really like it.
but thats because you dont understand.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
11:14 almodovar.
Ever since 6th grade spanish classes.
i've had this love affair with.
pedro almodovar.
the vivid pigmentation. exceedingly crazy and irrational women. (i do relate). the irony hidden in every scene. penelope cruz.
his newer films have been praised on a more mainstream scale.
but his less known ones.
those are the true gems. and dont read the subtitles. learn spanish - much better that way.
Mujeres al Borde de un Ataque de Nervios - so campy and delightful. you'll never think about gazpacho the same afterwards.
i've had this love affair with.
pedro almodovar.
the vivid pigmentation. exceedingly crazy and irrational women. (i do relate). the irony hidden in every scene. penelope cruz.
his newer films have been praised on a more mainstream scale.
but his less known ones.
those are the true gems. and dont read the subtitles. learn spanish - much better that way.
Mujeres al Borde de un Ataque de Nervios - so campy and delightful. you'll never think about gazpacho the same afterwards.
Mala Educacion- Gael Garcia Bernal in drag. Enough said.
La piel que habito - Next up: llooks equally twisted and weird. just the way i like it.
Monday, April 4, 2011
16:04 escapism.
"through the loveliness and power of her dream world she was now, in her old frock and botched shoes, very likely the loveliest, mightiest and most dangerous person on earth" - Karen Blixen
mulholland drive. pulp fiction.
this weekend was full of escapism. immersion into places that you could never.
really enter.
it's the cure for a perpetual.
case of loneliness.
even though it's temporary. and even though it's not.
actually fixing anything.
it makes me feel. about something.
other than myself. for a change.
because it gets so exhausting.
and so unbearable. existing in your own skin sometimes.
karen blixen was a genius who just understood.
"I have read true piety defined as: loving one’s destiny unconditionally – and there is something in it. That is to say: I think that in a way this sort of “religiousness” is the condition for real happiness. "
"When in the end, the day came on which I was going away, I learned the strange learning that things can happen which we ourselves cannot possibly imagine, either beforehand, or at the time when they are taking place, or afterwards when we look back on them." – Out of Africa, 1937
mulholland drive. pulp fiction.
this weekend was full of escapism. immersion into places that you could never.
really enter.
it's the cure for a perpetual.
case of loneliness.
even though it's temporary. and even though it's not.
actually fixing anything.
it makes me feel. about something.
other than myself. for a change.
because it gets so exhausting.
and so unbearable. existing in your own skin sometimes.
karen blixen was a genius who just understood.
"I have read true piety defined as: loving one’s destiny unconditionally – and there is something in it. That is to say: I think that in a way this sort of “religiousness” is the condition for real happiness. "
"When in the end, the day came on which I was going away, I learned the strange learning that things can happen which we ourselves cannot possibly imagine, either beforehand, or at the time when they are taking place, or afterwards when we look back on them." – Out of Africa, 1937
Friday, April 1, 2011
13:33 blond lasses.
i admit. i downloaded the new britney album and i liked it.
but i don't actually.
american and especially korean pop stars have this inauthenticity.
that makes it really difficult to like them.
but scandanavian girl pop stars have this thing.
maybe its the blond hair. maybe its the fact that they are just.
fucking light years cooler.
but i don't actually.
american and especially korean pop stars have this inauthenticity.
that makes it really difficult to like them.
but scandanavian girl pop stars have this thing.
maybe its the blond hair. maybe its the fact that they are just.
fucking light years cooler.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
24:04 jamie xx.
this has slowly evolved.
into a place. that's just.
music. and other weird things i like.
that wasn't my intention.
but true to form. then end. is never.
what you thought it would have.
been from the start.
jamie xx is my latest fix of the week.
oh its all just so fucking good.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
12:49 excel + trentemoller
i spend a lot of time with excel.
like a lot of time.
though there are probably much better ways to be spending the remainder of my youth.
strangely enough, there's nothing more satisfying than formulas and numbers.
while trentemoller dissipates in my ears.
if you could only get into my head.
yea i don't think you want to go there.
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